Dreamed that my mother hit me with a gun?

I dreamed that my mother shot me in the chest with a gun, and then I passed out. I was pushed into the crematorium when I was still alive. I could also hear the cremator next to me talking, and I dreamed that the cremator sprayed on my face. Oil, I can still feel pain in my dream. It was scary. When I opened my eyes, I felt like I had been reborn from the ashes. It felt like my whole body had been acupuncture.

 (www.onlinedreamsinterpretation.com) Dream interpretation: This is a dream about the conflict of spiritual independence. Being shot in the chest by my mother with a gun. The chest is the center of human emotion. Mother is the person of the different in nature who is close to us in our early growth environment. Therefore, when we build our own emotional model in the early stage, our feelings for our mother become the different in nature. An element in the emotional model of the different in nature, accompanied by a sense of dependence, and now that your mother shot you in the chest with a gun, it means that your emotional model is developing to a more mature stage, and you are abandoning the original way of feeling towards your mother. Sometimes, some conflicts arise, making you feel as if you are about to die in this relationship that is about to be abandoned. You feel a sense of loss. You enter the cremation plant before you are dead. Before you die, express your reluctance. Emotionally, I think that this growth process has not been completed yet, and I also hope that I can continue to survive in this mode of combining dependence on my mother and love for the different in nature, and enter the cremation plant. This can be understood as returning to before birth. The purpose of this state, this thorough retrospection, is as you said, to be reborn, to disintegrate the old, early emotional patterns, and to build a new, more mature one, just like the original self dies, It's like being reborn as a new self. Spraying oil on your face means changing your face. It also means that you are paying attention to the external manifestation of your inner changes.