A 17-year-old boy dreamed of my grandma three times?

Hello. I am 17 years old, male, and a student at school.

I dreamed of my grandma three times. He has been dead for about 3 months. I wasn't close to her, and I didn't cry when she passed away. The first time I can’t remember it now. The second time I dreamed that my grandma was alive, I felt very strange, wasn't my grandma dead? I ended up at my grandma's house, and my brother was at her bedside. (My brother was not here when my grandma passed away). After saying some words, she was about to leave. I also cried and her face was deformed. After she stopped moving, I seemed to know that she was not dead yet, so I said: Let's go. She opened her eyes again and said: OK. Can't remember the rest. The third time I dreamed that my grandma died and all my relatives were at the church and asked me to come too. (There is still a long dream ahead) When I arrived at the door of the church, I had to choose a character before I could enter (just like choosing a character in a game). After I made my choice, I entered the church and saw that it looked like there was a masquerade party inside because everyone had chosen a role and everyone was very noisy and probably crying. My aunt knocked me out at once. Then. . . (Can’t remember). We were all on the church stairs, it was dark, no lights on. I don’t know what happened, but everyone disappeared inexplicably. I knew there was something wrong. So I went up a floor (to the top floor) and saw darkness outside the window. When I looked back, I saw that all my relatives were gone, and there were stairs to go up to the top floor. I ran down like crazy. scary. Then the dream finally ended. Just like a stage play is over, the actors come out to meet everyone and let everyone know that this is not true.

What I said may be very complicated and not very clear. Please help me figure it out, thank you. I don’t believe it was my grandma who entrusted me with the dream. I think it was some kind of psychological disorder. I've been having some strange but normal dreams lately, and I feel weird when I wake up. The whole person is also tired. And sometimes I’m dreaming, I wake up, I see it’s 18.15, it’s time to get up, I sleep for a while, I really wake up, it’s only 17.15~·

(Dream Interpretation by Zhou Gong www.zGjm.org) The dream interpretation said: In fact, my brother refers to your inner maturity. When you cry, this is your emotional side. After she stopped moving, I seemed to know that she was not dead yet. This is your ambivalence.

In the second dream, you said it ended like a stage play. In fact, you thought grandma’s funeral was just a show. In fact, the church was because you wanted to vent your inner evil thoughts. The lights were not turned on and people disappeared. This is your inner confusion. If you can still climb to the top floor, it shows that you have high requirements for yourself